It's been a long time since I really posted 'n' shit. I lost a lot of my archives...Pissed I R.

Right. Since I last posted, I've gone home to Richland! Now I'm actually in a good mood. Albuquerque just makes me bitter... goddamn.
Here's everything I did(If you were with me on one of those days... you might not find this post interesting AT ALL):

FRIDAY:
OOookkkkkaayy. So I followed Brian to school with the intention of getting my transcript and such from the counselling office, but Mr. Richardson was gone, so I hung out with Lane, Jon and Mandy in PE. And Lane gave me a rose.

After school, a large group of us started heading towards Uptown, and on the way, Curtis's truck drove by with Seth, TJ... Ed... and other people on board. After a while, they came to a red light and I rushed out in front of all the traffic just to give Seth a hug. We exchanged some words and he hopped back into the truck as I ran back through the honking cars. And as they drove away I screamed something like, "Seth, I love you!!!!" which in turn, Seth blew me a kiss! Ahh... Seetthhhh..... I <3 Seth.

Moving on.

We went to Some Bagels, had lunch, then went to Octopus Garden... looked at shit there... went to a gamestore, looked at more shit there... blah blah blah. Fast forward through Andrew's house... and walking to Jon and Joel's.

At 8, we show up at Tony's house for the LAN. w00t w00t. Time for gaming. After everyone arrives, I play Halo with Jon and Joel as they accept me into Team Majik. After being shafted in a couple rounds of Halo.. I wander around and watch Owczarski pwn EVERYONE's ass at Counter-Strike. Which is pretty damn funny considering he puts no effort into it at all. Basically(sp?) it's BAM ...headshot... BAM...BAM... "Terrorists Win." Fucking intriguing to watch... It's also really interesting to watch Andrew do his Asian act...

During the LAN, we all wandered out to the park where Andrew and Matt proceeded to strip down to nothing but their boxers in freezing weather and jump on unsuspecting people... I even got pics. I think we ran around some more. I'm not too sure... I gamed a bit... then went home with Brian. Well, actually... we were going to sneak back at 2... but considering we both feel asleep, that plan was shot down and we joined them again at 8 AM on Saturday.

SATURDAY:
We rejoined the fellow LANers at 8... played some Jedi Knight II and such till noon-ish, packed up and went home to Brian's. Later that day, Emily came, picked me up and we both attended Matt's mother's wedding. I have to admit, it was a very nice service. Very spiritual, but still okay. There was dancing and eating... and hugging... and crying. The usual wedding stuff.

SUN/SAT:
Then, after the wedding, I spent the night at Emily's. Where we ate lots of skittles... watched lots of Strong Bad (an unhealthy amount) and slept... until the cat woke us up. Fast forwarding again! Past Starbucks and thriftrack and onto Matt's movie night! Where we watched Mallrats which was pretty damn funny.

SUNDAY:
After Matt's house... Jon, Joel, Brian and I returned to Brian's to commence our HALO NIIIGHHHTT!!!! Lots of Halo... and lots of Dead or Alive 3 was played. Of course, I'm not as good as they are but hey, I only play Xbox when I come home. I have an excuse. Alright... gaming gaming gaming. And then the midnight(or 2 AM) trip to Rocket Mart! Where I bought a double shot espresso and an energy drink. I drank them both really quick, and I STILL FELL ASLEEP. The double-shot had no affect on me whatsoever. Which is sad, because I rarely have any caffiene. But right after we got home, Jon started up Cowboy Bebop (which is really really bad for your brain when you're tired) and Brian couldn't figure out how to play episode SEVENTEEN. One and seven, biotch.

Anyway, we watched Cowboy Bebop till 6AM and fell asleep...

MONDAY:
We wake to a phone call frrrooommm Emily! She invites us all to go to see Chicago with Alan, Smith and her. It was an o-kay movie, for the most part. Some of the songs struck me as downright stupid, though. Example: "Cellophane.... blah blah..." Yeah... I care not to look up the words.

After the movie, we all head to get some edibles... and drinkables at Cinnabon and Orange Julius. We talk share good times... and eventually, depart. Saying goodbyes are getting harder and harder as I say them to each person who leaves.

After Brian and I get home... we make the best of our last hours together... and stay up the whole night. Not a wise thing on his part, for he has school the next day, but he insists. We watch LOTR, talk about old times... and theories. Good old friendship stuff, until he heads off to school.

TUESDAY:
I try to keep myself together and not cry... as I head to the airport. I get there, check in... and I thank Mr. Bassett and he leaves. I pass through security... hop on the plane... and WOW. I'm back here in Albufuckme.

I <3 Richland!

Oh yeah, make fun of my post ont "2/6/2003" It's stupid, eh?

Work blog work! I command you!

Fucking system. I hate the system.

Remember when we were children? Life was so simple... You went to school, then to soccer... then home to your loving parents and you'd repeat those steps. The teenage years of you life just becomes a never ending cycle of tears and happiness. Ups and downs. Our lives revolve around our ever changing and RAGING hormones, money...or your place in the social ladder. In our young years, we were always told... "Drugs are bad... don't take them" or "Sex... wait till marriage" garbage like this. As you grow older... the morals that were implanted in your brain have to be put into use. You think "Yeah... I'll never have to do that, because I'll never come to a time when I'll have to make these decisions." Damn, I was way off. Recently... I've experienced depression... which led to insomnia... And when you don't sleep, you have a LOT of time on your hands, so you think. You think long and hard about things that don't matter... and some that do. Drugs, sex, society... death. All topics I've thought of. Drugs in particular. I mean hey, it's my life, right? I make my own fucking decisions. I'm seriously considering taking up heroin... I have a source... I can cover my tracks well... But it just seems like a valid escape. All too easy..

I know I have nothing to complain about. But I can be bitter, because life sucks and then we die.

Sorry I didn't talk about everything else... I just...