Well, today, I got myself kicked off the computer for a while for calling my mom stupid, which she is. While I was spending my punishment time in my room (lame lame lame), my dad went through and reformatted my harddrive without backing up the files I needed. I have at least half of my playlist on this computer, but now the two computers won't share files. So I am just a tad bit pissed right now.

Goddammit, my day was fine until some jackhole sent me a chain IM. WTF?? Don't you people ever LEARN? Send these to me and DIE.

These just piss me off. Pet peeves... Whatever you want to call them. I hate them.

AAAAAHHHHHH!!!

Actually, nothing is the matter. I'm just sick of starting off with something lame.

Today, we had the LCHS pep rally (Fall Assembly, according to them). The jokes, movies, and skits the put on were actually kinda funny. Unlike RHS's lame 'ice breakers.' But still, lame lame lame. I should've brought my digi-cam to take pictures. The drum line here rules. I think that was the only good thing aboot the band. Because they really suck compared to BOMBER BAND!!!!

Yesterday I added 128MB RAM to my computer, and now it runs better. Today, I may have to re-format my harddrive. This is a good thing, but I don't know how many files I can back up. So, I'll have to choose wisely.

And still on the topic of computers: This weekend is a four day weekend, and I am a going to a LAN party. Where it is to be held, is still undecided. Maybe Mal's house... maybe mine. But if we have it at mine, we can clear out the 3 car garage and have it in there. No one sleeps above that room and there's a built in sound system. Whee!

On a worse note, today was picture day. I wore my 800 Octane shirt and the necklace Brian gave me. And that's about it.

Praise GOD. I finally got rid of that EMachine's mouse and replaced it with a Labtec optical mouse. Even though Labtec isn't the best brand for an optical mouse, it's still 20 steps up from the Emachine and it's a pretty, navy blue. It has the scrolly thing... and that makes me happy. Now, playing StarCraft won't be such a pain in the ass.

Ahh bummer... if I could still go see Moby, I would be on my way to Santa Fe right now. But, NO! My brother's soccer tournament just had to be this Saturday. Pissed is me.

On the other hand, my parents bought Lord of the Rings for the family yesterday. And I've watched it twice already. Ahh.. I love this movie.

Aw shit... I can't see Moby because my brother's soccer game conflicts.

Fuck. What a way to break the happiness streak.

Alright, I got Nathan's CD today. Personally, I like it. If you want to check out some of their stuff, here's the information.

Site: http://embark.to/anaugustmourning

Mp3: http://artists.mp3s.com/artists/435/august_mourning.html

If you're going to get their music, avoid the Into/passion is my barcode. It's just them warming up... but their recorder was a buttfuck.
Nathan is really cool, too bad he gradtuates this year. I hope I get to know him better.

Anyway, today I went to TVI to take a placement test to get into a Visual BASIC class. The scores I got were percentiles, meaning it shows how many more people I did better than. And since this is a college level placement test, these scores are against college freshmen. I got 89 in readin/comprehension, 98 in grammar/sentences and, 65 in Arithmetic. The average person gets(In the order I listed before): 55, 60, 34.

I did better than I thought. Hooray for being able to get into college 2 years early.

Whoo!!!! I made my first friend today! His name is Nathan and he's a senior at La Cueva. He's not one of the dumbshit, cock-sucking jocks either, which is another plus.

Tomorrow, he's going to bring his band's CD to me. Maybe, if I figure out how, I'll upload it onto my blog. Anyway... it was a good day indeed.

Ughhh... School sucks. The only class worthwhile is the LAN class... and we get to run around and maintain the school network.

On a completely different note, I saw Lord of th Rings for the first time EVER, yesterday. That was trully an impressive movie. It now hits #1 on Naomi's top 3 favorite movies alongside The Nightmare Before Christmas and Fight Club. That was one of the only 3 hour movies that kept my eyes glued to the screen the whole time. So, now I do believe I have a book to read. Goodbye.

Okay, I am blogging at 6:30 AM because school is today and I a going to lose it. I swear to god I am emotionally unstable or something. I have to meet new people. Yipee.

Well, off I go. Farewell until 2:30 or 3:00, depending on how fast I walk.

Ohhhh nooo. School tomorrow. I am going to die, I'm going to die. I'm going to have to be social again... Shitfuck.

"Love, love is a verb. Love is a doing word" - Teardrop - Massive Attack

I am listening to that song, so I thought I'd just share some of the lyrics.

Anyway, I woke up at 2 today. Whee! It felt so good just to sleep in until I could no longer sleep. Very refreshing.

Ona worse note:
Shit shit shit... School starts day after tomorrow.

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you. Happy birthday dear dad... Happy birthday to you."

Self explanitory, eh? It's my dad's B-day. I spent some time in MS paint making a cheesy card that'll probably be forgotten after a week. Anyway, my mom and I made a special dinner for my dad and then brought a cake shortly after. The cake had a rainbow on it though...Hehe.. Rainbow...Oh sorry. I'm getting carried away... I only slept for 2 hours due to waking up for work this morning.

Next time, I'll try to post something intelligent.

Hell yeah. Loudermilk now has a music video out. If you haven't already seen it, go to www.loudermilk.net and go to the 'music' section. Listen to all the links. If you like 'em. Buy their CD, which I believe is coming out October 8th of 2002.

Just thought I'd share the joy.

Hooray! I got a new SN. First one to guess it and IM me wins 5 dollars. Think hard.

Watched Office Space today. Damn good movie.

Sheena, I appreciate the little 'chat' we had earlier. Thanks for caring.

Ugh. I attempted to change how many posts show up on the first page. I ended up almost deleting more than half of my posts... I think I'll leave it alone for a quite a while. School shopping for my brother today. Whee.

Well... this has been a fun day. Boredom has forced me to read both of my collegue's blogs from beginning to end. Every. Last. Word. I probably shouldn't have, because they struck soft spots that I had so despiratly tried to bury long ago. Now they have unburrowed and come back to do me justice. All of this led to a painfully long day of complete depression and thoughts of attempting suicide. Not long ago, I actually tried to fall from my 3 story roof. Fortunatly or unfortunatly... I couldn't climb higher than 2 stories, due to the architechture of the house. Damn, builders...

So far, my life is amounting to nothing. Skills, I lack. Intelligence, I lack. The vision of what I wanted to be, I am not...

Yay! Yesterday, my dad surprised me with tickets to go see Moby in Santa Fe on the 24th!!

It's about time I have some fun...

Meh. My mom recorded over A Nightmare Before Christmas. I'm pissed.

I'm so sick of ABQ. I want to go home (Richland). This place is a piece of shit. I hate it here. I swear to god it's 2 miles from hell it's so hot.

Mother fuckin' a...

"Here we are in Limbo. Where we will play my favorite game... limbo!"

Ahh... You'd think as the days pass, I'd miss Richland less and less. The odd thing is, it is the exact opposite. With every passing day, I begin to yearn for Richland all the more. The more I think about how much I hate La Cueva, I realize how great Richland High was. The ASB here treat you as if you're not even human, but an un-wanted insect. They stare you down and if you don't fit in, you're excluded. Normally, I wouldn't have a problem with this, but everyone who goes to La Cueva is this way. Al the other schools, have there varieties such as: Punks, Nerds, Jocks, Hip-hoppers... But La Cueva was built in the 'rich' section of town... so everyone is an asshat there. It's true when they say, 'You never appreciate what you have until you've lost it.' So, for everyone that goes to Richland, be thankful.

After sitting around with no friends for a month, I appreciate my friends all the more, and realize how much they've actually done for me over the numerous years I known them. As the days go on, they begin to talk to me less and less. Our conversations no longer hold any meaning other than to keep us from teetering over the thin line between utterboredom and plain boredom. I think, I am being forgotten... But, I will never forget them. Ever.

Okay, Friday, I went and got my ID card, and locker. Finding the locker was such a bitch because I had locker A290 (There are different halls. A-G) and each hall only went up to 200. WTF?? How do I have a locker that doesn't exsist? So, I ask the lady at the front desk, where the fuck the locker continuations are. She says, 'Go all the way to the end of the hall, then keep going through the double-doors into the furthest hall over.'

Dandy. Not only, is my locker practically isolated, but it is the furthest to get to.

Lots happened since last post.

I made a couple friends my age. FINALLY! I met Melanie at the food bank. Her youth group came in to volunteer and she invited me to come to lunch with her. She said she never goes to church, but goes to youth group for fun. She be a punkrocka! Not a shit-like poser one either, which is good.

The other friend, is this guy ... ohh shit.. I forgot his name. Oh well. He came through the food bank with a highschool group from Tuscon. Before I had been introduced to anyone, he came over with a labcoat, said, 'Here... lemme put it on for you,' and dressed me into a labcoat. He was crazy-ass mofo like Aaron. He had that random humor, uber-spaztasticness and was attractive.