I had thing really strange urge to do this. Maybe it's not such a good idea.... but I can just delete it all.

Me:
-Born in New York City, NY.
-December 1st 1987.
-Six and a half years on the east coast Moved to Shitland for second grade. Been here since. Moving to Albuquerque for Sophmore year.
-Has 7 friends who she will miss: Jon, Aaron, Sheena, Andrew, Andrew, Brian and Emily. I'll miss Kurt too. But I have a feeling he wont miss me.
-Interested in odd things, such as martial arts, guitar, the widely known art of being a hardcore idiot, and skateboarding (which my mom banned me from doing. Something about my knees and joints... some poor ligament shit... maybe that's what the pain in my jaw, ankles, shoulders and knees are.) Ahh I swear to god it's the goddamned 11 years of dance. Let me skateboard.

Friends :
Sheena C: Known since 3rd grade, been friends since 5th. Met during a kickball match. Shared views on Badtzmaru. Short, Chinese, same humor, male and music interests. Best friends through 8th grade. Moved 2 weeks into freshman year of highschool.

Andrew S: Met in 6th grade math, when he first read his "Pink Elephant" story. Classical rock lover. Got me in trouble frequntly in Mr Timmons' class last year. Now goes to HS.

Andrew A: Met in 7th grade, through Sheena, during WASL lunches( If you remember, 7th graders had the split lunches, so when WASL came about, I met who all Sheena hung out with during lunch.) Punk-rock and Techno lover, as well as many other genres. The ultimate computer nerd. Helps me with my computer problems. Goes to RHS.

Aaron W: Met one week before winter break of 8th grade. Had interests in Monty Python. Men Without Hats freak. Went out with him 2... maybe 3 times. Hardcore dumbass, but cool non the less. Best friend till... can't remember. Goes to RHS.

Brian B: Met in 7th grade, through Whitney. Emo, punk and rock person. Older brother figure. I lived at his house for spring break of 2002. Helps me with all of my problems, as plentiful as they are. (Who needs a shrink when you've got Brian.) Takes too much shit from people. Goes to RHS.

Jon W: Met in 8th grade, when we were put next to each other in LA. Gave me the nickname 'Yomi' (only a select few are allowed to use it). Democrat. Jon can make me laugh uncontrollably. If you want to make me die of laughter, ask him, he'll do the job. Helps me with my guy troubles and frequently gets me in trouble with Mr Miller. Goes to RHS.

Emily M: The only girl who would talk to me in jazz class back in 7th grade, because everyone else thought that I was too 'dark.' Friends since. We take care of each other. She and Sheena are the only two females who are worth talking to, or being friends with. Most other girls are stupid, unless proven otherwise. (Karen is cool as well, but I barely know her.) Helps me with my spanish, and goes to RHS.

Well, well, isn't this a large post.

s3r4ph, thank you again, for coming and checking my computer. Too bad I have to get a PCI graphics card though. I wonder if I would be able to put an AMD athlon processor in my POS computer. I never understand the way my mom thinks. I asked her if I could pierce a second hole in my ear when i was sixteen, and she came back with an the dumbest reasoning I have heard.
She said," Yeah, but you'd have to peirce your nose cartilage as well, so you look even more stupid."
Me, " Although I don't see why having a second peircing would make me anyless intelligent...."
Mom, " Well, you can't."

Crazy woman... Ahh, the sooner I move out and go to UW, the better off I am. That's assuming I graduate.

Sheena, I deleted it. But if it was going to be seen ever, it's already been found. Besides, I do believe Cody has no idea about my blog, unless YOU slipped up. :::glare::: In which case my blog would have nothing to do with it. By the way, I e-mailed you a couple times, check 'em. Anyway, today, aside from going to school and being bored, nothing really exciting happened. Well, I take that back. A couple things in school made it semi-interesting. First of all, we had several people holding s3r4ph down as Lane took a picture. Second, in Spanish, I got sent into the hall to finish the 5 page packet that was supposed to be done over the weekend, but I decided not to do. (Yes, I am lazy, but school just gets in the way of my fun. You can't blame me.) While in the hall, the crazy French teacher came and told me to be quiet. I swear to god she is skitzophrenic(sp?) because it was so quiet you could've heard a baby snail coughing. Yes, that's right, a baby snail. I dislike that woman very much. She was also the same lady who was in my room for the ITED testing. She insisted on reading every sentence of our instructions. All the while I'm thinking ' Hey lady, it's OUR job to take the test, not you. Shuddup I'll shove a cock in your mouth to smother you.' Ah, that's close enough to what I was thinking. But it was along those lines.

P.S. Sheena: Some call it slum, some call it nice. I'd like to take you to a place that I'd like to call my own. Welcome to paradise.

Mmm for me it is still Sunday. Check the time at which this was posted. I don't think I really had a chance to do anything on Monday, yet. Anyway, I'm tired, and I finished watching Fight Club which I was watching the previous morning. I still cringe when Tyler/Jack blows a hole through his cheek. Why I bothered to set up the 'contact' part of the blog is beyond me, considering the only people who read this already know my e-mail address. Hey, feel free to e-mail me, guys. My mailbox is lonely and lacks mail.

Hmm I babysitted and made 20 dollars. Hooray for me. Ahh... my basement is 82 degrees. I hate heat. I went to the show at Atomic last night annd it was good, for the portion I heard. I wish I had been upstairs a bit more. But that is my own fault.

Ahh.... yesterday I decided to go to the atomic show at the last minute. The show was no more than an hour...and I didn't even go upstairs for more than 10-15 minutes. Ahh... waste of my 3 dollars....

s3r4ph, this is for you. Since you so kindly changed my template for me and made it my favorite color blue instead of transexual purple. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Also, Enjoy the TRIGem. Use it well. If all goes well, you can have the Mac, but we'll see. Since this page is dedicated to you, I might as well talk about you. They don't make computer nerds like you anymore s3r4ph. You're one of a kind. You will be one of the few individuals I will actually miss as opposed to saying "Oh, I will miss you" and not mean it. It's amazing how many people don't know me well yet they say they will miss me. Hm. There will be no Italian/punk/computer nerd/porn freak in Albuquerque. You got me into listening to techno and now I'm hooked on it, (Why that last sentence fits in with any of this I have no clue,) and.... I hope you'll miss me too.



PS.Please go to the show on Saturday, I don't want to go by myself. =(

Ahh nothing to blog, why did I come here? Well, I am very bored. God forbid I do something productive.

Ahhh kick ass! I added two more links and I figured out how to work the 'contact' portion of the blog. I feel special. I was reading through to find where I could take my name off the blog, and I found it, but I decided not to fuck with it until I was certain it wasn't going to harm anything. But yeah, I feel good. Yes, I am pathetic, but I understood a wee bit. Oh well, try the links fools! The dumb Asian figured it out!

I blogged on Monday, but it didn't post. Oh well. I guess that's too goddamned bad. I write this next set of sentences assuming that only Junlgequeen and s3r4ph are the ONLY two who read this... maybe less.

Tom is such a selfish bastard. We've long since broken up yet he still believes he owns me and can get pissed at everything I do. Since we broke up, I have become attracted to 2 different individuals. He, as well, had moved on to another girl. She turned him down, he got over it and returned to feeling like he owned me. He somehow got the idea that I dumped him because I was moving, which is far from the truth. I wanted him to be the last person to know who I liked, because he'd go ballistic and bitch to Dave (which he now does because he found out), but through my utmost stupidity... I practically handed the names over to him on a silver platter.

We were on our way home, and Dave and I were talking about the two for some odd reason or another and Dave said "Yeah, but if he found out, then who would he tell?" So I said "Well, he would tell his best friend *** who would in turn tell **** who would tell *** and *** and then the whole fuckin' world would know." Sadly, that's all I had to say to eliminate all the runner ups. Yeah... Luckily he only knows about **** but not about the other one. Who I will not state.

How could I be so stupid? He didn't even have to use process of elimination! I did it for him! Ahh fuck me...

I'm not going to let it get to me.. nope.... In fact I will state all the things that happened to me today.

Today, after school, s3r4ph came over to take a look at the computer I might give to him. I assume he liked what he saw because he might come and pick it up tomorrow. After fiddling around with the computer a bit, we kind of sat around and talked and went through various.... interesting sites... {And by the way, you(s3r4ph) came too close to seeing the thing in my room. But I gave you the opportunity to and you didn't take it.} Anyfuck, nothing really happened after that. Just a massive amount of homework.
TTFN

Well, ever since the last time I blogged, some semi-interesting things happened. I decided to go for a walk, but everyone was gone except for Amodeo, who was just getting ready to watch a disturbing DVD. I stayed a bit. But that's about all the excitment I had early in the day. Later on towards 10 o'clock, my dad called =) and we talked(well, I talked and he tried to persuade me otherwise) about how useless and pointless life was and how I didn't want to do my math homework. After the depressing part of the phone conversation, my dad and I worked out a plan on how we were going to build our computer. He also plans on teaching me programming languages beginning with the easiest, basic, then working our way up to C. Finally I will be able to use my compuer for more than storing Mp3's and AIM. I will be able to do so much more, it'll make me happy. And the best part of it all is, he will help build a wireless modem lap-top with me. We could have a lot of fun with that.

Auf Wiedersehen

Saturday... nothing happened.

Today is Sunday. Nothing happened today. Yet.

Ah, today is going to be a very boring day. All my friends are off doing something else while I'm stuck at home. I was invited to a Trash Bandit barbecue, but my mom, as usual, gets in the way of my fun. And I was almost excited to go! Damn. So the Trash Bandits are off at their barbecue, Luke is off in Olympia so I can't get him to skate with me and all of my other friends are off at a LAN party. Damn, I am the only one without a life. Ohh I found a new Fight Club stie to squeeze dry of all it's quotes. So long, farewell, and thanks for all fish..

To me it is still Thursday the 16th, but in truth it is 1:30 AM on Friday the 17th. So technically, this blog should be for Friday, but it's for Thursday. ::Sigh:: I'm tired, let me ramble on. Today (i.e. yesterday) I got a hug from someone especial to me and it made my entire day. Getting hugs in general puts me in a good mood, but this sent me bouncing off the walls, as pathetic as it may seem. Lets just say I can get pleasure from the smallest things. I just wish I had no homework to deal with, otherwise school would be semi-worth going to. If I went to school, learned something useful, got to see my friends, and had no homework, I would gladly go to school. Strictly my opinion. But I wish they would teach the things I want to know, instead of the things they WANT us to know. They should have classes about... hm.... computers (although there is a computer club, but it's not quite the same)then I would understand what Brian, Kurt and Andrew are talking about every morning. It makes me frustrated when I can't figure something out. I wonder if that makes me a perfectionist. ::thinking:: Ouch! Nevermind, I forgot that I hate pain. ::Smack:: Ah Fuck! That hurts! You stupid piece of shit-body!!! ::runs into the wall:: AHHHH!! Die you piece of shit!!! ..............I sleep now, because it is apparent that I need it. Oh fuck I am tired. Too much Chemistry.

Today is a depressing day. I learned two things that I could've lived without knowing. Now my love life has officially taken its turn and went straight to hell. I might as well give up till I move, but even then I won't know anyone for a while. Too many people dismiss me from their minds just because I am about to move. It boggles me to think about why they wouldn't want to make the best of the time I have left with them. ......Fuck... It's just a bad day. Not only do I have a shit-load of homework that I have accumulated over the time I was absent, but they two people I like have other interests that they wont give up on. Ah well, serves me right for choosing such people. Now this blog just sounds pathetic, so I leave to fiddle with my computer, and see if I can find anything useful I can do with it.


Fuck you... fuck you both for not knowing... fuck you...

I have returned from the city wear the smog prevents you from seeing no more than a mile away. That's pretty bad. I've missed not that much but the homework will be a bitch to do. I visited Brian right after I came home fromthe airport. He had the flu so I migrated on to s3r4ph's house. I stayed a bit and talked then left. I had bought 2 boxes of Krispy Kremes and a box of rasberry chocolates(which were very expensive) to my mom, as a belated Mother's Day gift. Dad gave mailed her a card and some money to eat fancy food, which we spent today to get Chinese takeout. Yum. After dinner, I headed over to Luke's house, just to say 'I'm back.' But it turnedd out that I had the biggest welcome back from him. A couple hugs and some 'Whoa! I missed you!''s. After we finished catching up, I told him 'bye' and headed home. Now the rest of the day must be dedicated to homework, so I leave now.

Well, this is my last day on my blog before I leave. I suppose it's a good thing that I get of my ass every once and a while. Ahh, but I want to hang out with my friends. I have to be at the airport at 5 o'clock in the morning. I might as well just stay up the whole night. Damn, I'm tried as it is. Peace from the middle east.

Today is was a boring day. Nothing exciting happened. This Wednesday though next Monday, I will be in LA.. Great, I lose more days of being with my friends.

The Aphrodisiacs(Ballistics/'DOA') and 800 Octane played at atomic yesterday and it was a kick ass show. Although I only went inside to see The AphrodisiacsI bought much merchandise from 800 Octane. Because their music makes me happy. The rest of the night I remained outside while Seth, Mike, Dave, and Tim were all creating various chunks of 'puke' on the sidewalks. Diiiiisgusting. I was humped thrice by Mike, four-five times by s3r4ph, and then carried off by Seth. Poor Seth, got kneed in the nuts by s3r4ph and hobble over to the corner. Haha, I laugh.

Today was an interesting/funny day. All of school sucked balls, but, the after school part was fun. Usually after school I head down towards Mac hall where several of my friends gather. So today I was down there talking as normal, and the wind is blowing hard (And me, being the dumbshit I am wore a no sleever), so I'm standing there freezing my ass off. An Seth, the nice and weird guy he is, lets me in his jacket.. Nice guy. Then later As Joe B, Tom, Dave and I were walking away, Seth threw a small orange surf board to me. Again, weird but nice. So we were walking home and joe wanted to see whether he could stick my whole fist in his mouth, so being the Joe he is, he picked up my fist and tried to shove it in his mouth. Luckily it didn't fit... But I ended up with joe slobber all over my hand. Heh, ick. Then later, he decided I needed to be humped by his guitar. Where he got this notion I have no clue... but I spent most of our time together making sure my backpack was between him and my ass.

NO!! DOA cancelled their show at Atomic records. s3r4ph informs me that the reason they cancelled was because there weren't enough shows on the West coast, so it wasn't worth coming over for. I am thouroughly depressed because I have been anticipating that show ever since it was posted. If you read my 4/29/2002 post, you'll see what I mean. Other than the sad and depressing news, nothing extremely exciting happened today. Go to http://ballistics.topcites.com support the band as much as you can. I am trying to do Joe, Mike, Seth, Andy, and s3r4ph a favor.